well as you can see i havent really been doing much work been busy busy and have lotsa things distracting me... 1) my course two months to go and i know it will be mental as i have exams to also revise for outside of my full time course
2)gotta get as much art and photography done by august and because im finishing off my course i unfortunately do not have much time to sacrafice for my art (pouts)
3)broke up with someone a wile ago and its fine niow ive moved on in a sense where it wasnt a bad break we never fell out which made it easier to move on which is why i broke up with him in the first place... i was distracting myself from decisions based on my future/ uni and stuff and im just not that type of girl so it had to be done... so enjoying the single life now... but ive made a friend which is good...
4)i have a problem well most of the time its not but i dont want to stop it i have a target to reach... and i know when i reach it ill stop plus starting taijitsu and yoga and will go back swimming too and start the gym to keep at that target...
hey hey ive lost one hole stone and it was a fight but i got there... i just feel so much happier and prettier thinner... it makes me happy its juts tough doing it sometimes which makes it a problem... i just need to lose half a stone maybe bit more and ill be even more happy... size 6 is happiness and im at it (dances) as long as i can maintain it and find the right way to do it cus i cant keep not eating cus then ill lose more need to work a happy balance when ive reached my tartget where i can eat a bit more but not put on the weight (pulls face) because the thought makes me sick...
5) i am also officially back to being vegetarian and im also happy
6) getting my tattoo for defo its been posted well a rough idea (tribal butterfly wings)
7) i got a hamster hes so COOT hes a dwarf one so he is teensy weensy (gushes) and white with pink eyes and hes called jack... hes a lil furball of coOtness... heE...
well thats pretty much it ....
over and out
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